with no direction

sometimes i pretend not to remember details about people because having a good memory apparently equates to creepiness

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broriarty:

plot twist i never met your mother you were adopted now go to bed

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All of a sudden I got these weird pockmark-like spots on my face wtf. My mom keeps complaining that my skin is bad because of my acne scars but I never had acne in those spots.. It looks like it though. It’s like I freaking have chicken pox. Wtpaq man.

are you ever just reading a book and you come across word that you don’t know how to pronounce so you just go afkjhjdsfsjkdhs in your head

(Source: siriuslysalvatore, via ibreedunicorns)

I’m reading this really creepy book even though it’s nighttime so now I’m terrified and I think that I should reschedule my shower to tomorrow morning but if I wake up late tomorrow morning then how am I going to be able to take a shower.. But I also don’t want to be brutally murdered in the shower tonight. So I guess I’ll take my chances.

Fear of failure

Whenever I see or hear anything related to volleyball I just feel disgusted. I see photos on Facebook of old teammates and their volleyball teams and their uniforms and I will never put on another volleyball uniform again, may never use my court shoes again or my knee pads or my spandex. I used to be such a champ with my high self esteem because I was better than everyone else but as soon as I fail once, I’m doomed to fail again and again and again.. Now I’m just tired of hearing about it and trying to explain, “I used to be good, but…” because it’s useless trying to make myself sound better than I really am. I used to think I could never live without it and it sounds dumb because it’s just a sport but I feel like for the rest of my life I will be missing something and if this was so important to me, why didn’t I ever try harder? The simple solution is to keep trying, keep playing, but my fear of failure is larger than my will to play. And I realize that’s how my life is; my fear of failure is substantial compared to my will to do anything. So I achieve nothing, but at least I allow myself to fail on my own terms.